MAD

I'm mad at my self,not you.
I'm mad for always being nice,always apologizing for things that I didn't do,
for getting attached,for making you my life,depending on you,wasting my time on you,
thinking about you,forgiving you,whishing for you,dreaminf for you,
But most of all,for not hating you,which I know I should,



                                                                                                     But I just can't